The Child I Never Was

Nov 15, 2002

1h 21m

★ 6.5

What Becomes a Serial Killer Most?

Overview

A serial killer dispassionately discusses the nuts and bolts of his grisly avocation, as well as the youthful traumas which helped to mold him into a psychopath, in this disturbing independent drama from Germany, based on the true story of of Germany's most famous child murderer Juergen Bartsch who, between the ages of 15 and 19, abused, tortured and killed four schoolboys in the Ruhr region of Germany from 1962 to 1966.

Genres

Drama

Crime

Production Companies

MTM West Television & Film

WDR

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Cast

Jürgen Bartsch, Older

Tobias Schenke

Gertrud Bartsch

Ulrike Bliefert

Gerhard Bartsch

Walter Gontermann

Father Seidlitz

Jürgen Christoph Kamcke

Young Deacon

Sebastian Rüger

Young Priest

Stephan Szasz

Chaplain Herles

Roland Riebeling

Jürgen Bartsch, Younger

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