Please Hold

Mar 8, 2025

1h 10m

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An Experimental Documentary

Overview

An experimental documentary engaging with decades of DIY activist media, two death bed/legacy videos, and the wisdom of many living AIDS workers, as we all sit together in one (changing) format, video—VHS, hi-8, digital, Zoom—to address these and other questions: How do neighborhoods, sweaters and scarves, videotapes and queer bars hold ghosts? How do we let them go?

Genres

Documentary

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Cast

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James Robert Lamb

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Juanita Mohammed Szczepanski

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Jih-Fei Cheng

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Marty Fink

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Pato Hebert

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Theodore Kerr

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Gavin Downie

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Elizabeth Koke

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Henry Szczepanski

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CHRISTEENE

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Alexandra Juhasz

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Host

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