to boyhood, i never knew him

Dec 13, 2022

0h 4m

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I tried at girlhood. I live in this boyless body.

Overview

Archive footage from 2006 - 2010 of a young girl growing up during the ages of four to eight. Only fragments of what is remembered exists. Words from a transgender man float to the surface as fleeting memories go on.

Genres

Documentary

Production Companies

Toronto Metropolitan University

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Himself

Trâm Anh Nguyễn

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6.1

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10.0

Tailor

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5.5

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7.0

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See You Tomorrow

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Echo

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A reframing of the classic tale of Narcissus, the director draws on snippets of conversation with a trusted friend to muse on gender and identity. Just as shimmers are difficult to grasp as knowable entities, so does the concept of a gendered self feel unknowable except through reflection. Is it Narcissus that Echo truly longs for, or simply the Knowing he possesses when gazing upon himself?

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8.0

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4.0

Penis Poetry

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